Chinese New Year is all about visiting, eating goodies and collecting Ang Baos. Sometimes when we come to think of it, it's so boring. Just a routine every year. However i feel that its a tradition that we young people must keep. Though i feel that the Ang Bao money that we collect are mainly from our parents. As you see, our parents have to give other kids too. So it's just like I give you, you give me. In the end, its even. So our parents are the ones losing out. And so we cant say that the Ang Bao money is ours. But we should say its from our parents. Alright, i feel rather naggy here. But i dont feel really happy today. Im a very free person since i quit school. and i have to worry everyday if should i continue using my EZ-Link card. So overall, im worried about everything. Haha.

Jumbo in the afternoon for TIM SUM. Very nice and filling. My first time there for Tim sum. The previous time was at YUM CHA. Both very nice. But Jumbo is cheaper and nearer so of course i'll choose that. Marina Square for shopping spree after that. Grandma came aong too. The shops there are still mostly under renovation but i still managed to get a new shirt. At least some PPLE wont keep saying i always wear the same shirt. What can i do! Im so poor. How to get new clothes. You buy for me i will wear different shirt everyday. Haha. But i know you all wont. So too bad!!

Sad 1:
Oh! I suddenly realised that all the husbands, as in the guys are all very bad-tempered. My dad is one. My uncle is the other one too. So next time when you choose a husband better pick properly in case you suffer for the rest of your life with the ANGRY MAN, who always show their temper next to you. You wont be happy. HAI.. And right. I think my grandma isnt too happy staying at my Aunt's hse. How i wish she can come over and stay at mine but mine is really small and cramp. So lets just hope that things will turn out better. My perspection of someone changed greatly today. Why is that person like that. Unbelievable!

sad 2:
Once again. I would like to say. I miss my eye candy, yanzi. Haha. Hm.. Lets just hope she will have her new album soon which is like in 8-9 mths time. she releases her album once a year. i missed her previous autograph session because of prelims but now i feel that i shd go cox anw. I didnt do that well for prelims. Haha. So now here i am waiting for the arrival of her next album. Or concert which will not come so soon. but anw, i hope she will just jiayou and feed us with better songs. She may or may not be in Singapore now i dont know. but i kn0w she was in singapore for the new year. MAybe she's back in Taiwan again who knows! I really want to go work in companies like Warner. But not singapore one. I want Taiwan's. But it is impossible. Or rather i want to be jacelyn tay's assistant. Haha. Impossible again. But at least i can DREAM right.

Picture time! Two sad, pretty woman showing my feelings now. HAHA!

We had our clique outing ytd at kbox hg plaza. Reached there and found out that there was no kstudent as it's the CNY season so we had to do with khappy! It costs each of us $18 plus though(2 drinks included). But still i dont think it's worth the money. Nvm anw, since we really did enjoy ourselves that day. Oh! She was there too. Our first meeting since that incident. It was all fine. Everything's back to normal. CHEERS! Haha. And june's hair is SO NICE! I better stop saying this, if not her head will burst out of excess swelling.

I think my 2nd sis is a bit out of her mind. She claims that she want to go HK for her hol with HER FRIENDS! And you know what, she has even went ont o take all the brouchers that she can find. What a JOKE and What a PERSON! Cant be bothered with her anymore. She always thinks that she is right but its so obvious she isnt. She can go ahead and live in her own materialistic world like that IRRITATING JIANG RUQING! I believe that one day she will get her BAO YING! I wont save her then. She can go ZI SHENG ZI MIE! Though she CLAIMS that she is gg to treat me to Hans but i still wont like her. She always has tons and tons of reason for what she is doing but to me, they are all nonsense la. She just pisses me off.

Today is horrible with mum's constant nagging the WHOLE MORNING. In the end i had no choice but to help her wash the floor and had to wash my hamster's cage too. I felt like cinderella! Time just passed so fast. After doing all the hsework and stuff. Bathed and went out for reunion dinner at this restaurant at some hotel. What a day i had there.

Arrived and found out that we were being transferred to 5th floor when we were supposed to be at 6th floor. WE actually reserved the dinner like almost 3 weeks ago so shouldnt we have priority?? But nvm, we are nice. So we went downstairs to this rather tiny ballroom that was already filled with 30 tables. It was a temporary one i guess. So we sat down and waited for like 15 mins before we had our chinese tea which btw costs $24. Our table was a 10pax one. Waited for another 10 mins before our LOW HEI came. So we started eating. The whole ballroom was rather chaotic and we realised that there was actually only about 8-10 waitress serving the whole place. As time went by, we realised that the food arrives slower and slower and we were all rather irritated! AS you all know, "a hungry man is an angry man!". Mum kept rushing them to speed up their pace. But to no avail!

Soon, everyone's face around the whole ballroom blackened as we all had to wait a long time for the food to come. And it doesn't come in order. How can the desert come before the VEGE!??? Absurd. So, everyone started complaining to the manager about it. SHort of workers. Food didnt came. Tea not filled. POOR SERVICE. But still nothing changed. The food still didnt come. Everyone was so irritated that i dont know why. They started saying YUM...... SENG! to vent their anger. Haha. so funny. One table even started chanting that they WANT FOOD! What a reunion dinner man! Oh, btw, the restaurant had 3 venues for the dinner. One which is the main restaurant itself, the other 2 are ballrooms. I was at the smaller ballroom. So later on, the manager came down to my ballroom and told us that we will all have 30% discount to compensate us. So we all CHEERED! Some even went up to argue that they want more discount. HAah. i think in the end they succeeded and it was announced that we are gg to have 50% discount again. So it was really the CHEAPEST reunion dinner that i ever had.

We decied to go check out the situation at the 6th level and it was actually worst off there as the 2nd batch of pple were all waiting for their turn to eat but the 1st batch is not even out. The situation there is more chaotic. What can they do! Short of workers. Kitchen staff are too slow too. When we were leaving there was even a commotion. Some pple were saying they dont want to pay for the food that they didnt eat cox some left as they were too SIAN of waiting. The manager was so stressed up that he almost got into a fight with some customers. Then later one woman said " Let's go find A, She knows the boss of this restaurant!" haha. I was just standing there watching the whole thing going on. Anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!

MY EYE CANDY! YEH.. She's in Singapore now!

credits to SK jewellery


credits to SK jewellery

WE are friends again and i may be going her house soon. Something to rejoice about. Actually come to think of it i have been waiting for this day for quite long. Now that we are talking again sounds a bit weird. But we need time to adapt. So im trying to msg her everyday and its improving. YEH! Hope everything returns to normal so. I have confidence. I have been very happy about this for like 2 days, however im too lazy to blog so have to wait till now. HEE HEE!

Anw, im officially out of that horrible school! From today onwards, im a full time slacker at home. The road to withdrawal is tough. I went school in the morning hoping that i can quit immediately after assembly but that teacher is not there. I had to go for a mass lecture while waiting for him to arrive. It was Econs lesson. Not bad! BUT the worst thing is that in front of me, there is this weird smelling smell. Actually i know what it is but i dont feel like looking up. But i still had to look out. And i saw the thing that i hate most. I wont say out here but if you want to know ask me lor! After 45 mins, i SURVIVED. Then Fanny had free period so she and YB went with me around the school looking for teachers to sign me withdrawal form. My FT is like showing me that YOU ARE SO TROUBLESOME FACE! He said " Long time nv see you ah". WHO CARES ABOUT HIM! Cant stand it. Felt like slapping him but of course i didnt if not i wont be here. The Librarian was very nice. But the office person wasnt nice. I asked her nicely if i would need to collect a leaving cert as it was stated in the letter. Then she said " you come for a few weeks only and you want a leaving cert". Made me so pissed. Left that school immediately after walking fanny and yb to the canteen. HORRIBLE TIME!

I dont know why, but i respect the construction workers a lot. I feel that they are very brave. Haha. dont know what happened to me. I cant imagine how they actually built an MRT underground. They really should be praised for their effort in improving our country's infrastructure. IF next time i ever become some foreman, i will treat my workers well. haha. Think too far. After a talk with hy ytd, i feel like going student council should i ever land up in JC after results. I think its very fun though i would need to spend quality time on it. But i think i wld give it a try!

I think im going kbox tmr with my sis. Its almost confirmed. Then im going to the library to borrow some books to pass my time. At the same time maybe improve my GP! Haha. RUBBISH! But nvm. Cox i am renting SINGAPORE TRUE GHOST STORY 11 and 12 if i ever see it there. Yeh! So exciting. The clique is going on a outing again but details are not confirmed. Most prob kbox again! HEE. I think my singing skills will improve and i can take part in what hy said the" one" ! haha.

I am very happy today. Yanzi won some "most popular female artise by voting" award in Taiwan. I think it's HITO! A very big award presentation in Taiwan. Also, her 2 concerts in HK was a BIG success. She had so many special guests for the 2 nights. Can you imagine Andy Lau went too. He was a very unexpected guest i think. No news was revealed that he would appear. So i think it was a surprise for Yanzi. She looked very happy! Haha. Sammi was there too. Miriam(yang qian hua) , Tanya, lin yi feng and some others were there. I would say her concert was a big event there. Sammi commented that her concert was very good.


Andy Lau. Yanzi with her SMILE!

An extract of what sammi said, taken from sammi.popz.tv when she was asked if the concert was good " yes. yes.... very good. Yanzi is very good performer. She is very great! and the audience are so good. Tanya and Wah chai (andy lau), and Lam 1 fung are good as well. I like the show very much! Yanzi is pretty as well." Well Done Yanzi! haha. brightened up my day. she cried i think. Tears of joy. Haha. :)

I hope she will reply my msg. I am still waiting. tormenting too. Haha. but nvm, i'll wait. Since i feel that we should not drag this. Hope she will think through it. But we'll see how. It's her choice anyway. I cant blame her. Actually i dont feel like winning her for Os already. I dont see any need. I miss her! Haha. As in friend! I dont know why too. But i have already dreamt that we reconcile and were back to the good old days 3 times. Ytd night was one. We were chatting happily. But i think all those could only happen in dreams. Reality is always cruel you see. Haha. PERSERVE!

I was a bad kid again today. you should have guessed why! Im planning to go quit tmr already. I had a bad dream last night. Os results were out then on my results slip i saw 17. All was very blur in my dream. BUT when my sis took the result slip and looked at it. I got a 9! I was shocked. I actually won my 2 sis. That's a blessing. Haha. Oh! The top student in my dream was Supranee! What a interesting dream. So real yet so unbelievable!

I feel im becoming an accountant soon. Haha. Have been helping mum do her accounts during my free time at home. I shall be a full time slacker from now. Since im qutting school already! Yeh! No more PE anymore. That's such good news. Im waiting for the Ruyi show now. So slacking online now. Haha. :)



Joining yanziunlimited fanclub soon if nothing goes wrong. Then i can really see her in person. I think this fanclub in singapore would be recognized soon. They always get to see yanzi. I saw them taking lot of pictures with her. That's very cool! Haha. I can see her in person. Who knows she will remember me!! They were so supportive of yanzi during the concert. I was so impressed with them. Wished that i could join them.

PE is just horrible. Star jump! Running 2 rounds! Man's sit up! continuously. That's like making my half alive! Pant pant pant! My heart felt so pain at one moment. Think i had heart attack! They will be responsible if i ever end up in hospital! Most importantly, all the teachers all like so not fit and they claim to be PE professionals. Excuse me! You dont even exercise, look at your own sizes. Those are not muscles, they are FATS! Stop bragging! They love torturing people but look at themselves first can! Im just going to quit this school. Not going tmr. Im sorry yanzi. I love you a lot. Haha. But i really cant stand there.

The course offered by SP on the Intergrated Resort(IR) is not bad. Im rather interested. I have more interest in poly now. What i worry now is that what IF my results end up to be 13/14. I will have a hard choice as to which should i go. That's a very tough question! Pondering.. '_". :essons are actually quite Ok there. BUT, the pple are too noisy. Tutorials are alright i guess but Mass Lecture!! They dont give respect to the teacher. You see, for GP, it's this relief teacher who is supposedly very experienced. REALLY VERY! He's like almost 70 plus i would say. A short guy but nobody listens to him. They just talk as loudly as they want. So basically, it's a fish market there. Lessons today were very alright. Econs teacher is nice. PE=horrible. Chinese fun. GP Bad but i like the teacher. Maths Good, but it is just A maths stuff. Max/Min point, Range! The girl sitting next to me was like. AYE! How you know if it's max or min curve. I had to teach her. Haha. i felt smart for once. But this made me understand that actually there is a lot of pple who are worst than me. Im not saying they are stupid. But this kind if thing is if you can, you can. If you cannot, do not blame yourself! one lesson learnt finally at that school!

Im helping my mum to do her accounts now. She agreed to give me $100. Haha. It's a very easy job. Just total up all the cash sales. But there is about 7 books that i have to total up. My brain is filled with numbers now. Haha. $17283. Wow! Very BIG AMOUNTS! I feel very sick now. I hope my heart is alright. Hope i wont get muscle ache tmr too. But guess i wld be ok. The Ruyi show is getting a bit out of point so for the time being i would just not watch it till the nice part comes. When Ruyi and Jiekun gets together again. YEH! i watch the show just for her actually. I think nobody suits this row more than her. Can you imagine i actually saw this pretty lady face to face and even took a picture with her before. My uncle took the picture and let her signed it. It's kept safe in my drawer now. My uncle knows her BTW! He even knows Zoe tay, fann wong and all. hah. WHat cool Uncle i have. He just knows all the Celebs. maybe i may need him for my future job. Im going into the entertainment industry. The background pple i mean. I cant make it for the front pple. TOO FAT AND UGLY!. haha.

Emotions filled me when i sat at the Indoor Stadium ytd night. I had actually used my own money to buy the ticket. I felt so so proud to be sitting there. Most importantly, i paid for my own Idol's concert. I waited so long for this concert and it did not disappoint me at all. Yanzi was very charming as usual and she captured my heart once she appeared. I went super high. Haha. Although i was sitting at the back, from where i was sitting, i could see her Dad, Mum, grandma, elder sis and zoe tay( out of point to name her) haha. I had a bird's eye view. Yanzi did a "meng bu luo"(a song title) wave and i participated in it. Haha. or rather everyone had to la. She was so so cool. Yeh. I am still so excited now pls. I cant wait for her next concert. Hurruy pls. This time i'll buy a more expensive ticket and go nearer to you, yanzi! :) On the way home, June msged me. Thanx for feeling happy for me june. Yeh! Good friend indeed. Shared my joy.

Today is a tiring day. Aunt came to my hse in the morning all of a sudden and in the end, all 3 of us went church. wanted to just sleep through the morning but aunt asked us to go. so, off we went. Anw, we had transport there. Haha. returned home after church and as i was very tired, i took a nap, really A NAP! 10 mins and mum came back home and forced me to wake up to go out for Lunch at some restaurant. Food there was quite nice la. But spent rather much there. Went to buy sports shoe later on. I GOT A NEW SHOE! Converse one. White one. Quite nice. Im rather satisfied. The old one stinks due to the wet weather recently and i tink im gonna throw it away soon. It's rotting on the floor now. Hope the lizards and cockroaches wont use it for their new homes. Haha. Went home again and i slept once i reached home. felt like a pig. haha. 1hr later. Aunt called again and off we went to NUS cultural centre for my cousin's Hall play. Quite interesting i would say. But the dance part was very well done. KEEP IT UP! I like all their dance moves. Really showed that they put in a lot of effort in it! Now im back home again. Hy asked me to watch MXL! Haha. Do you all remember who is MXL?? June, make a guess, i might give you your Tako! Haha. I LIKE FEN!

I still feel so excited over yanzi's concert. I like her so much. Such a cool person. I want to be her relative. But actually im her sister's Bf's friend the friend the sister the friend, if that bf still remains the same. So, quite a close relation right. haha. Yanzi, for your sake, im going to continue going school tmr. I will study hard and be your manager. OH! YOU KNOW WHAT! My mum say she's going to ask my uncle to help me find some job that will let me be near yanzi. Like maybe her little helper. Help her carry her bag and all. I WILL DO IT FOR FREE MAN! But i think she is just trying to make me happy and trying to cheat me. As she added this line after that, " So you have to study hard now, if not nobody will want to employ those pple with just O level standard. you work hard then i help you ask". That's really cheating me. I really hate my school. I dun want wake up so early. I want to slack at home. I want to watch TV. Hai. Sad life i have.

YANZI IS MY MOTIVATION NOW!

I skipped school again. Haha. This time with a reason that i'll get sick if i go school as it is very cold! I'm in the1st class. Not the best but class 1. Haha. With nobody that i know well except one. That's pretty sad thing to know. However, i think i should accept it. I have thought about it. I think i won't quit school but i will just pon it when i feel like it. As i think i need to upgrade myself by studying things that people are studying. I believe that all the other people at the JCs are all studying hard. At least i think they are! So i better do so if i ever go into a JC in future. I need to learn something, AT LEAST!

I finally got my Ez-link card from DAKOTA! Thanks so much. I am starting to like RUYI more and more. Haha.. I think she gets prettier and prettier each day. And me here is getting fatter and fatter, uglier and uglier. Haha! I just came back from compass point. Parents spend like so much there. They bought $700 worth of Metro Voucher, $360 plus of FU HUA stuffs. Hai. And we ended up getting so many free gifts from the customer service. Mum was being rather happy of the gifts that she received, as usual! June, are we still going your hse tmr?? It's 1040pm now.

21h20min to Stefanie sun's concert. so excited pls!!

What a boring day! I practically slept through all the lessons. Maybe except Econs as the teacher was talking crap. And it was rather interesting but after a while it was not anymore. He is a middle-aged man on the other extreme end, the older side. But i was rather surprised at his sense of humour. He was talking about some sunshine thing then suddenly he told us that the technician next to him told him that he was being very lame. Haha. Really funny. Kept me awake for a while anw. The maths teacher is not bad too la. I think he looks very cute. "Adorable but OK-looking Mousey!" haha. The rest of the teachers doesnt interest me already.

The strong HY joins so many CCA. Bowling, Judo, soccer and Library. I am so shocked by her enthu-ness. Haha. Junli! How are you? Are you going on fine not? You can call my hp if you are bored. If im free i will talk to you. But now there is no more nice SCV shoes already. The Ah Fen show is getting boring. JUNE! play this game.. tell me when you reach lvl 10! Haha. Oh ya! I hate the weather. Monsoon season ah, Christine! Haha. It's so cold. This is something like Taiwan's weather. But Taiwan there is slightly colder. I miss Taiwan! Hai. I feel like going to poly now. I dont like all the Jc subjects and it's very boring actually. Not my type. I hate studying. I mean really hate. I have no interest in it. So i would actually be wasting time, resources and money if i go JC. But if i go poly i would need like $3000 per year. And that is about $200-300 per month. That is such a burden! unless i go back the hotel there to work. Maybe i'll consider. See how! But i was thinking what if my results turns out to be good. I MEAN WHAT IF! like 9/10?? This can actually get me into any Jc that i want(SA), other than HC, R and N which i have nv considered before in my life. Haha. This is all so sickening. [change for a mood] I think im going jack's place later for my dinner. YUM YUM! Beef steak! I just love you. Haha.

2 more days to "Stefanie Sun Live In Singapore 2006"

I woke up this morning and decided to give school a missed today. I counted, from the day school started till now, i skipped it 3 times. Haha. Am i very horrible? But who cares. I would be happier if the principal chases my out. Save my time from going to the office to fill up the withdrawal form. But today, i really had a sore throat when i woke up so that was an excellent excuse for me not to go school. Of course i used it. Mum couldnt be bothered with me anymore. She knows that i don't like this school too. Our conversation last night.


mum said:
If it rains heavily tmr..
i said immediately:
I wont go school as i would get drenched, then sick.


She was being very nice to let me finish that line. Haha. That was why i prayed hard that it would rain heavily in the morning. But it didnt, dampened my mood. But all of a sudden, *DING! Eyes lit* I felt that my throat hurts, so i found my excuse. Haha. I think i am becoming a bad kid. HUI HAI ZI! Who can i blame except myself again for being a slacker! I know im not smart and yet i didnt study as much. Ended up being the black sheep of my class. *sobs* What sad life i have man!

Went out in the afternoon to collect my pay- $44.50 and also to buy shoes but in the end i didnt buy my shoes, another day then, but ended up eating fish&chips which costs me $5.50. I went up to the counter and told him i want that HOWEVER, i saw that you can actually get a bowl of mushroom soup by adding $1. Of course, i want it! haha. So i ended up spending $6.50. That's like 14.6% of my pay. OH GOSH! WHAT A HUGE AMT!

I would really by back to my school tmr. Mum says i had better go and stop slacking at home. But tmr lessons ends at 130 i think.. That's so late. And i would have to settle for their pathetic food again. I dont want eat packed Nasi Lemak again!! Results pls come out soon can. I dont want suffer this anymore!

On sun, while on the bed slacking away and enjoying the nice and cool weather, i recieved a phone call from the hotel and asked me to work as they need people badly. I, being very nice as usual, agreed to. I woke my sis up, who is just sleeping next to me, as in below, and told her that i have to work too. Btw, She is working that day already. I became very sulky and kept disturbing my sis, Haha. I keep whining that i don't want to work as i don't want to see B**A. She became so irritated that she told me to shut up because she only left 3 mins before she has to wake up to go for work. Every min of sleeping time counts to her. Haha. She said this " It's you yourself that agreed to work so dont complain" So mean! My elder sister came into the story now and reminded me that i have to go to church later in the evening. I went "Oh no!". But i really cannot back out anymore. So i was very disturbed by this.

Rushed out of house soon after that and took bus asap. The whole journey i was so tired as that afternoon was supposed to be my sleeping time. HELP! I slept the whole bus journey. Haha. To my horror when i got down the bus, i realised that i lost my Ez-link card. That was after i left the bus. I searched my whole bag repeatedly and found nothing. My sis was so irritated with me. And i was very irritated with myself too. Hai! I just couldn't think of anything at that moment, except about the amount that i have to pay for a new Ez-link card. This is the 2nd time i lost it. Think i have to pay $40 for admin fees and $10 stored card value. In total, It's $50. So it is like how much of my money. OH NO! Disaster! I was so so sad and i couldn't speak at all. Kept quiet all the way to the hotel. However, God Bless! Haha. When i was changing in the toilet, I received a call from my dear DAKOTA friend. Hurruy! Haha. She said her friend found my card on the bus. This is just something so so impossible. Just so happy at that moment. I felt so so relieved. Thanks to Dakota and her friend.. HEHE! :)

I'm going back to school again tmr. That's very sad. I really want to skip but since i'm very bored at home i shall just go. Since i would be slacking at home tmr. Oh ya, my mum found the very nice beef that Yoshinoya has. So so delicious. It's exactly the same taste. Now, i've got the secret behind it. Haha. No need spend so much just for the food. But actually the beef is really very expensive so it's really not that ex. Anw, i'm just back from my supper. YUM YUM! The 9pm show is very nice. The "Love Concierge" I love my dear Jacelyn Tay. She's just so so perfect. Haha. Her and her perfect wedding. She'll get hers for sure. So So pretty, JUNE! DO YOU AGREE??


Credits to mediacorp for the picture!

Our outing today was just so fun and enjoyable. We went to kbox and all were so shocked by the amount that we had to pay for our food. It was just so cheap. Haha. So, depending on what food you eat you have to pay what amount. "Project X", Sheryl and i ate the cheapest food, seafood fried rice, and paid $6.30 each. Fried rice is very nice. My first mouth, i went "WOW!" But i kept quiet, later late comer say i noisy again. Christine, Cairong and "Late comer" paid $8.80 for their Black Peper Beef. So it is very worth it. We sang from 1130 to 2, except cairong who came at a later time. Was very fun as usual. This time the food was just so nice. Wanted another set but in the end, decided not to. Haha.

Parkway after kbox. We were window shopping all the while, in the end went to the food court. Had chicken rice. All ate except Late comer and Sheryl. We chatted for like almost 2 hours there i think. On everything. Haha. Was just so lame. Everyone was laughing non stop. Sheryl said something to junli which just made Project X and i laughed non-stop. "We should all be professional Brats. Two will start bratting till one faints!" What nonsense! Haha. Christine and Cairong left soon for work and the four of us continued shopping around. Went for ice cream, arcade, Takopaichi. My wallet went lighter after today. My only $50 note disappered. It split up to all small notes. That very sad. NO NO!! All because of the bratty JUNLI. Haha.

On the way home, i told project x and late comer ghost stories. But they didnt appreciate it. So sad! They said it was not scary at all. I think late comer was rather affected by my story though. She msged me when she reached home to tell me that she got home safely and it was not so scary. So, i think my story is Good! At least she was SCARED! RIGHT?? Haha. Let's have more such outing. It's so nice. I like it. Kbox shall be our meeting place since it is rather affordable and project x won't complain. Haha. SHERYL, YOU BETTER GIVE ME $2 AFTER YOU GET YOUR $500! IM WAITING. IF NOT I'LL GO VISIT YOU AND LOLY!

One more day and school is starting again. I don't want go back there. *Shakes head violently* I dislike that place. But who can i blame except myself. Actually i'm not very angry with myself as i feel i can do rather well for Os but i don't care how much i get, i just want to do better than 1 person. You can say that i am very XIAO XIN YAN but this is just me. I cant change it so im sorry. Christine says that i study harder than her as she claims that she started studing hard after prelims. But actually i am too. I did study more than usual for prelims but i think it wasn't enough cox the results shows. I think my brain cells power is the same as hers. Or rather i think she is smarter than me. We got the same for PSLE. And i think we're going to get the same for Os too. Which i don't want. Cox yes, i admit, i cant really forgive her. Though im trying very hard. I still dont get her. People won't understand her character unless they are in my position. She is not what she seems!

Just waiting for the day to come now. Pls come asap. Im waiting everyday for you to come out. You come out fast, my misery ends as i don't like to live in suspense everyday to see if i win her. Ok, Maybe that is the way im comforting myself for losing a friend like her! But if she gets higher than me, i hope i will take it easy too. However, i think i did tried my best for some subs. Lit,Maths, Geog, Chem. So whatever results i get, we'll see. Good or Bad?? My sis told me that she predicts and feels that i'll get better than her, 10! She says my HCL will get A1 which i hope but unsure. Haha. Yeh. Let's wait for Mid Feb together!

Orientation is boring. I don't like it at all. Maybe it's because of the fact that i have never ever tried to like that school. But i really don't like it. I won't stay there 6 weeks later. Our school has about 10plus people there, i heard there was only 6 in SA. My dream school!! Haha. Anw, results would be released mid-feb. So, It's actually very near and approaching. That's scary. Mass Lecture starts tmr. I wonder how it would be but i'll see how. If i don't like it, i'll quit school. That will let me sleep longer everyday.

I woke up today and was very hungry so my sis just cooked something inedible for me. I swallowed the whole thing down as i was really so hungry. In the end, she went out. She tried so hard to asked me to meet her in town but i declined. But i suddenly heard some weird noise coming from somewhere and i realised that it was actually my stomach. So i gave up and went out to meet her. Shopped around at Far East, Take and the Orchard area la. So boring shopping with her. Nearly fell asleep.

However, something so so scary happened on the way home. I was on the bus and being rather tired, i was half asleep, but all of a sudden, i saw these 2 uncles, i shall name them A and B. sitting rather far away looks rather weird. You know those kind of weird uncles that dress in shorts and T-shirts and they would just sit at the sit near the exit and stretch their legs all the way up, onto the door in front. So inconsiderate. Tsk! Ok, after a while, i couldn't be bothered with them so i just look away. A was ok and he went off after a while but he was still weird, standing so close to me before her went down. Uncle A, i know im cute but you no need stand so close. Luckily he doesn't have BO if not i would faint. Uncle A got down and i was rather happy.

However, Uncle B, who was sitting 2 and a 1/2 row in front of me was still there. He was rather scary, with a ring on his left ear. Act young. Haha. He was talking to himself and was making weird noises, i was very shocked by that. I kept looking at him and my sis says that mirror can reflect and he can see me loooking at him and he will come attack me so i quickly looked away. But i still looked at him for a short while. I saw that he drew this animae character on the right thigh. But when i looked closer i saw something very GROSS!! He put an iguana, small one, dirty brown in colour on his thigh, I screamed so hard inside me. Was so grossed out that my heart was like pumping so fast. I hate IGUANAS and LIZARDS. HATE THEM!! Luckily it was just 3 mins before we reached the bus interchange and i was happy that i will never see him again.

What a tiring day today. Going to sleep soon. Tmr lecture starts and i don't like studying but i shall bear with it till results are out. Poly or JC???? We'll see then. Haha.